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Wednesday, August 29, 2007



It has been awhile since I have even had the urge to write anything. The past 2 months have been a couple of the hardest in a long time with the massive influx of energy causing every issue that needs clearing to surface. Trust issues, insecurity, pain and fear from the past. I have seen more than I wish to in the Astral plane, visions and scenarios of whats to come. Lessons that have already been learned being shown again for clarification. It has been a test to say the least. Every sense has been heightened, yet the ability to meditate with a clear mind has been next to impossible. Yet knowing when things are about to happen and then seeing them manifest and having no doubt about the outcomes is at times unsettling. It is beyond the typical 6th sense we always knew was there. I have decided to take time and clear what needs to be let go on deeper levels. Its something we all must do if we want to take the next step, the final leap into the unknown, the vulnerable space of oneness.

I AM in every way ready to deal with the past and face it all head on in order to be present in the now. I think of what it must be like for the normal person who still is awakening to deal with these things. I think about knowing everything I have learned and experienced in the higher levels of awareness and how much of a burden at times it seems to be. How hard it is sometimes to just simply be with the past issues that need to be released. I think of everything that is about to change in this world we find ourselves in, and how in order to do what needs to be done we need to release all the underlying issues if we are to face it head on with a clarity.

Sometimes I wonder why we are shown the things we are. And I can say I am beginning to understand it all now. That light that is so full of love and compassion and peace in a world of illusions that appears to be coming apart at the seams. The change that is supposed to be, the evolution of consciousness in a world that has been asleep for so long. I know that it is all part of the process, of the contract we made before we came back to this realm of existence. It is not just the karma and issues of this life we must make peace with and release, but of all our incarnations in this human shell.

So I sit back and I say so be it, bring it on. There is no better time than now. This time is 11:59 and I am ready to accept whatever may come. Whatever will be will be. I surrender to the void of the unknown and breathe in the familiarness of it all. Time to wake up and time to get on with it. This is what we have all been waiting for and I for one am ready.

Peace and Love

4 comments:

AlphaOmegaMagdalene said...

Yes..
I too felt this
at 12:00 a.m.
It is Love....
Simone

upwinger said...

Standing ready with you, brother ... In mute ecstatic expectation ...

AYAH OM

Lunawarrior said...

as always, I'm left in awe at the poetry and power of your words, and speechless...until we draw swords together, my brother...
got your back!
Carm

Anonymous said...

I have been drawn to this site for several months now and have been very very intrigued by your thoughts and writings. Your writings seem to be the truth. I could sense some disillusionment or tireness on your part in this latest post. Please keep this torch lit because this dark world needs to read what you say more now than ever. Whatever has happened to you in this past few months, please come back to the present. Its difficult to take on the worlds burdens. I am with you.

steame