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Tuesday, December 12, 2017


It is Philosophy that frees man from the chains of ignorance. The mere religious offers but dogma and is void of the true spiritual fire. The Political but another illusion, the will of others enforced hinders free will & true progress. It is the Spiritual nature of man that elevates the senses beyond the mere physical prison & unifies the Threefold nature - Mind, Body, Soul. The profane mock and reject what they can not see, what Science can not show them, what they are told is evil if it goes against the status quo accepted version of reality. Seek the light within, it will illuminate the darkness of the world, chase away the shadows by the eternal flame of truth, Love, the spark of the creator within man himself.... Do you not see? The Universe is mental. It is pure Consciousness projected from the mind of the ONE, taking many forms through the spheres of creation. The only separation is that which is perceived in the mind. Elevate the mind. We are ONE. Love thy neighbor. Love thy Enemy. KNOW THYSELF. As Above. So Below. As Within. So Without. ∞ M.D.E. 12/12/17

Wednesday, November 29, 2017

Technology and Consciousness...
The Future is now.

When Artificial Intelligence is the future of Big Brother, meaning it is is FB, it is Technology. (I am half on board with Elon Musk making sure AI does not take over the world, but he seems to think WW3 will be started by AI http://money.cnn.com/2017/09/04/technology/culture/elon-musk-ai-world-war/index.html - but I'm not convinced 100%. Watch enough Sci Fi and actually research beyond what you are told and you begin to know what is possible. Its not just for entertainment, half the stuff most of the purely "conspiracy" people think has already been happening for years, this is the digital age, you get the toys as left overs because the tech cant be hidden, it is exponentially growing now...)

How we utilize such technology & power will destroy or free us humans from the illusions we cling to....

Do you feel safer, better protected? Lets take an objective step back for a second and forget about using emotional reactive words like "terrorism" or "suicide" to sell it to the public. (the other thing the AI "scans" for - see link here https://www.theverge.com/2017/11/28/16709224/facebook-suicidal-thoughts-ai-help ) If you were not already aware that we live in a mass surveillance society after Edward Snowden dropped all that knowledge then open you eyes & minds.

What this means is that AI is online, live, turned on. Not just Facebook, that would be naive to assume.... AI is now watching everything , everywhere - not only facebook - and has the ability to report you should you say the wrong thing online. Those with eyes to SEE , use them. Those who will react to this with cognitive dissonance and attempt to justify or logically reconcile, I do not know what to say to you anymore without offending or causing a Ego trip that leads to argument because the big picture is missed..... Ignorance is a choice, also bliss from what I hear. Of course technology should be used to benefit the human species, but we all know how technology in the hands of destructive and corrupt Governments and corporations is turning out for our planet at this time. Technologically advanced civilizations are not indicative of spiritually advance species.

Singularity is so much closer than most can imagine. Most do not understand what is coming in this lifetime, in the next few short years.... If you do not understand your own consciousness, and the infinite possibilities of knowing that wisdom, then the "matrix" truly has you. FREE your mind. Think about what it is you support, the sides sold to you, the reasons why things are done. The Future is now. The Final Revolution must be one of Consciousness. The current path is unsustainable. "Reject the system dictating the norm...."

Hang on to your seats in 2018. Think before you react. Look within and find the truth..... I will be utilizing FB less going forward, beyond business it serves me no real purpose. It is a social and psychological experiment, that instead of truly "connecting" further separates as we replace critical thinking and human interaction with Clickbait, distractions and interaction with a digital screen more than the touch or conversation of others..... There comes a time when your conscience can no longer pretend. Illuminate the Darkness. <3 span="">
 
https://qz.com/1140539/facebook-says-its-able-to-stop-the-sharing-of-most-isis-terror-posts-within-an-hour-of-creation/
 
We must be responsible and aware in how we use such things.
Discuss.....

Sunday, June 18, 2017

Crystals as Meditation tools

Nikola Tesla 100+ years ago, discovered "Free" Energy which was suppressed. He also spoke about crystals - " In a crystal we have the clear evidence of the existence of a formative life-principle, and though we cannot understand the life of a crystal, it is none the less a living being. There may be, besides crystals, other such individualized, material systems of beings, perhaps of gaseous constitution, or composed of substance still more tenuous. In view of this possibility, nay, probability, we cannot apodictically deny the existence of organized beings on a planet merely because the conditions on the same are unsuitable for the existence of life as we conceive it. We cannot even, with positive assurance, assert that some of them might not be present here, in this our world, in the very midst of us, for their constitution and life-manifestation may be such that we are unable to perceive them"



To cut through the New Age "fluff" surrounding crystals and stones, and get directly to the point I would like to address their use as tools of Meditation. See, Consciousness is not only what or why we experience, but what creates the very fabric of reality, and all things. Crystals as Tesla said, and as Marcel Vogel touched upon, are "Beings" in the beginning stages of evolution, manifestation of material consciousness. (Evolution of consciousness in this material realm begins in the mineral / crystal world, then to plants, Single cell organisms, Insects, Fish, Birds, Animals, Humans).

Crystals manifest in such amazing structure and forms, each having a signature, a vibrational rate unique to their variety / species. Quartz has been used for this purpose in electronics, watches, radios, etc because of its Piezoelectric properties, the ability to put out more energy than is transferred through it. Etc. Crystals have the ability to transmute and amplify energies, including the bio-electrical energy field of humans or the Chakras / energy centers. When meditating with crystals and stones, we are by "thought" ; intent / direction of the will, working to "raise" our vibration, from the normal mundane state, to "higher" awareness. Crystals can assist as amazing tools to focus the mind and assist in the meditative process. However, all the real work is done WITHIN. There are many ways to the same path, with a variety of tools to help us along the way. Crystals have an effect on their direct environment as well. Especially relating to Electromagnetic energy from technology, etc.

When meditating with different stones experiment with receiving and sending, Positive & Negative, etc. The non dominant hand is the receiving / negative hand, while the dominant hand is for sending / positive charge. Usually Right & Left, also symbolizing Sun / Moon, Yin / Yang, Male / Female, the hemispheres of the brain.

Experiences are relative and subjective to the observer - to certain degress, much more than that. Depending on your own awareness of what are referred to as "subtle" energies, depends on your experience. Also your ability to enter the meditative state and how deep you can go within, which can take time to master. Daily Meditation, applying of all things learned are a good place to start, to integrate this as a way of being, bringing together the mental / spiritual / physical balance also plays a huge role.
 
Direct experience is the greatest teacher. It transmutes knowledge into Wisdom. Crystals can have a profound effect on our imagination (which Einstein said was more important than knowledge - what he was referring to is the True Imagination, visualization, and not mere fantasy/day dreaming), and on our consciousness the more we open our minds and work with them directly. 

Now, this is not to say Crystals will change your life instantly without doing the work to change or transform, or are a quick fix or cure for anything. But they will, if used properly, and with an open mind, assist us in clarifying things within ourselves, that lead to great transformation. After all, every experience, everything you feel, everything you perceive or think to be true occurs WITHIN and then is projected / plays out, from the realms of the subconscious to the ego mind, and if enough energy is given to it, it will manifest in the material realm. Good or bad is relative, and is dependent upon what views we hold in our minds. Every experience is a lesson.

I have had amazing experiences myself over Years of working with Crystals & these amazing stones. There are stones I feel "nothing" from, there are others that hit me instantly, as though the universe itself reached out to zap me. It is a blessing to work with them everyday in this manner.

I am different in my approach to Crystals & energy, than most New Age writers or crystal dealers, many who will write only the best information or even make up info & trademark names, in order to convince you of something obscure or outright deceptive in order to sell you something. 
 
All of This is beyond that, this is about empowering and providing real information to assist those who are eager to do the serious work of awakening, regarding consciousness, meditation, etc. I hold true the principles of the ancient Hermetic & Alchemical Path which lays waste to all that is not of light and truth, it destroys dogma and fantasy, and can not be corrupted. The path is not "easy", and the further one journeys away from the matrix we have been sold, the more it becomes clear that the truth is not a cute little puppy waiting to snuggle you, it is instead transforming and destructive to illusions and preconceived notions, but alas, it is but the true path to freedom, to understanding who and what we are. 

Blessings ∞

https://www.innervisioncrystals.net/

Thursday, June 15, 2017



The emergence of Consciousness alongside new Technology.

One day soon, lets call it singularity or something, it will be known and understood that Consciousness itself is what makes up all things. Its not merely just being in the conscious "waking" state. It is actually the animating stuff that is the basis of all physical matter, the aether so to speak. The thing behind the thing. Not what we would call "God" or the Source of all consciousness, but the imagination so to speak, flowing from the source of all things, taking many forms to experience itself, to evolve, to learn, to grow, etc. This world is ruled by, and most are slaves to, unseen forces and energies - outside of themselves.

We are all so intimately Connected, yet separated by a veil of illusion so to speak. These Laws of the universe that govern what we understand and call "Nature", we of course being a part of Nature and subject to such laws, are unbreakable. There are also Esoteric laws, many are aware of these, and a huge "remembering" phase is now occurring, relating to Consciousness. These immutable laws deal with principles, with polarity, perception, manifestation, emotions, and so much more, what have been deemed "extrasensory" perceptions. After all, "it", "life", is all perception. Light enters the optics of the eye, is then transmitted through electrical impulses and the agreed upon reality is projected, a shared reality. It is said that one can not come to know truth except through direct experience. Not just "subjective" truth, but that which transcends all things. Unifies all as one.

Merely absorbing knowledge and information without testing and verifying through direct experience is one of the many causes of ignorance, which reigns supreme in this strange 21st century digital dream. We already have too many who "intellectually" know, they pretend to lead and make policy from repeating what those from the past have dictated. We see those results on a mass scale. Unsustainability because of a system that no longer serves the whole. We can assume things, and we can pretend to take the word of "professionals" who spout the status quo on command. But alas, this all stumbles from the path, the point - to experience & grow, to realize... from our own consciousness, to technology. The Ultimate KNOWING done to prove such things instead of merely being a parrot. Until we open our minds to the infinite possibilities we once believed in as children, can we come to understand the true nature of our own being.

After all, virtually all we think we know, like, participate in, etc, has been sold to us, via choices. Very few are operating within the web of life thinking for themselves, taking full personal responsibility for thoughts and actions allowed to manifest, and taking into account  that what we do matters. Not only matters, but it comes back to us ultimately, many times over. We create our direct experiences within this reality matrix by our thoughts + intents + actions. These laws are immutable. No matter how much we may think the opposite to be true. It is a raw, honest approach. Most are on auto pilot. We all are or were at some point. How much exploring beneath what we are told have you done? And we are not talking about merely personal opinions, subjective opinions or conspiracy fantasy. We are talking about doing the work, as the mystics and consciousness explorer philosophers of the past have done. The work many today are doing. And if you have walked the path long enough, have you reached the point where you know there is no going back to the old world view. It is based in destruction. Ego. False realities.

With the emergence of Technology comes a faster emergence of this shift in consciousness and what we are capable of. Now we could dabble and talk about Quantum Physics, string theory, singularity, simulation and even the current religious Dogmas or other belief structures of the human species. But it is quite evident, that very ancient knowledge, forgotten or erased from current memory, still exists. It is hidden in plain site for all with eyes to see and minds to perceive the mysteries. The personal journey that leads to the secret of secrets, that truly sets men free from their bonds.

The ever evolving Tech landscape that is now outpacing itself every few months is leading to new leaps and shifts in thinking - leading to innovation, or maybe the other way around. New technology is thought of and this then shifts the paradigm almost instantly, forcing the old consciousness to evolve once the old model is no longer of use. A natural step so it would seem. After all most of the Sci Fi stuff is already doable and being used. SpaceX, NASA, Skunk Works, Silicon Valley. I would wager these places could confirm some pretty big "conspiracy" theories regarding certain Tech, Free Energy and so forth, But this is not the point. The point is to understand Consciousness. The biggest "Mystery" so many seem to be working on, yet the answers are self evident for those who realize that consciousness creates and molds reality, like a plastic substance, intent, will, and energy all effecting the individual and the collective shared reality.

In the age of information, in which truth can no longer be contained, the pillars of empire crumble under the hypocrisy of the illusions they sell at every turn. Truth yearns to shatter these illusions. To free us from our own prisons, self imposed by ignorance in these strange days. We have as a species turned on ourselves. This is why we see the chaos turned up to max. The pundits and the leaders scramble to distract the masses from the leaking of information that makes them complicit to the illusion. They clamp down on the flow of information labeling anything that goes against the status quo story line as "fake news", as they threaten Nuclear war , their last grasp at maintaining power and control. Corrupted fools attempting control over something of which they have no true control. Humanity is awakening, we are coming to the point of singularity where consciousness will be known for what it is. You feel it deep within, beyond the mere intellectual, beyond the deep programming, beyond the fear that you can do nothing about it. Free your mind. Step through the doorway, go within and the truth is revealed.

Each new advancing Technology, in hand with radically changing world views no longer confined to a "box" of any kind assists in the break down of the current control structure in search of a more sustainable future, and a more conscious and compassionate demeanor towards each other and the planet we find ourselves living together on. Beyond Ego, beyond these warped and corrupted political ideologies that divide rather than unite. Each of these shifts, act as ripples across the ocean of interconnected chaotic organization. Cryptocurrency for instance, is something out of the matrix, yet a natural evolution it seems in a system corrupted to the core by its own hypocrisy and rigged system built on debt and control. Its own unevolving consciousness of control no longer suited to its environment in an ever changing world. Systems upon systems. Tech and Consciousness, Reshaping perception, molding new thought, shattering illusions in their wake, while awakening to a new way of being.

The old system is rigid. It serves only itself and not the whole. ALL things are ONE. Those who get "it" well...... eventually everyone will when they can no longer prop up the illusions in place to protect fragile Egos from seeing what is right in front of them. When people see each other as themselves, as one. Well... Cognitive dissonance sucks for awhile, but we all have to go through it at some point. Growing pains. And then opportunity. Like never before. Anyways. Yeah. That is it for me. Comment if you like, not trying to convince anyone of anything so no need to engage in any back and forth rhetoric. Just an objective observer in the land of make believe, moving paper dollars into cryptocurrency while navigating this journey.... None of this is "secret" anymore

You are what you IMAGINE yourself to be...

∞ Spread LOVE like a virus. Illuminate the darkness ∞

Tuesday, May 30, 2017

Hidden in plain site & found WITHIN
The truth will set you free, but you have to do all the work. 
Direct Experience is the only true teacher




Tuesday, March 21, 2017

With the Equinox let us transmute that which holds us back. Move from Darkness into Light. With meditation and the guidance of the most high may we transcend the illusions in place to reveal truth in its highest form. Seek to BE, to embody the virtues of Compassion, Charity, Love & Light. As Above, So Below. So mote it be ∞

Tuesday, January 24, 2017

You are yourself, indeed the ALL, fragmented so to speak, within the world of matter, a piece of the whole, a spark of God consciousness, experiencing itself as a Human Being. The veil of separation held up by only the Ego. Consciousness creates all reality, for Consciousness is the only reality. All things - All manifest reality , seen and unseen - emanate from God, let us call this the ultimate, the source of all things - which creates all reality, by the direction of will, thought and intention. God is Love, it is we who in our fragmented consciousness fall, into matter to attempt to remember where we come from. It is the Ego, the inherent need to protect and control that blinds most from that which sets one free. The Truth that lays waste to all illusions.

This is why I speak to them in parables: 'Though seeing, they do not see; though hearing, they do not hear or understand.' Matthew 13:13

As examples let us touch upon a few things only, I would like to use the teachings of the master teacher known as Jesus. We must for a moment let our intuition guide us, set aside our preconceived ideas and open ourselves to something more, possibility....

Truth is felt, it is know within the Heart, there is no "maybe that is true" , because it is FELT in the very fiber of your being. We must step back from the literal and Ego driven dogma created by Religion, by man to explain the spiritual, usually for control (Ego). This viewpoint , of stepping back from the merely ego driven aspect which deems that you are separate from the creator / source , from God.

This is inherently and fundamentally wrong on all levels, and stems from fear, all though I suspect, at the top of the Religious pyramid there are those who do in fact KNOW the truth and conceal. But again, that is merely Ego as well, and can not last because consciousness is always creating, and the pillars built by Ego are crumbling under the weight of their own hypocrisy.

For the esoteric , higher sense of awareness let us not interpret as do the vehicles of Religion dictate, but instead hear and listen to the ever clear words of the man the Religion was supposedly created around. God manifests through all things because God is all things.

For the Truth is plainly spoken. Let there be NO confusion as to anything other than what is implied,
some understanding of consciousness is necessary. For if we are able to sense beyond what we are told to believe without testing it via direct experience. The true meaning can only be grasped this way, when critical & conscious thinking is applied

"THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN IS WITHIN YOU."

"The Kingdom of God is inside/within you (and all about you), not in buildings/mansions of wood and stone. (When I am gone) Split a piece of wood and I am there, lift the/a stone and you will find me."

“But seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness,” he declared, “and all these things shall be added unto you” (Matthew 6:33)
“The kingdom of God does not come with observation; nor will they say, ‘See here!’ or ‘See there!’ For indeed, the kingdom of God is within you” (Luke 17:20-21).
"I and the Father are one." John 10:30

"Do you not believe that I am in the Father, and the Father in me? The words that I say to you I do not speak on my own authority; but the Father who dwells in me does his works." John 14:10

"Very truly I tell you, the Son can do nothing on his own, but only what he sees the Father doing; for whatever the Father does, the Son does likewise. The Father loves the Son and shows him all that he himself is doing; and he will show him greater works than these, so that you will be astonished." John 5:19 - 20

"Truly, truly, I say to you, he who believes in Me, the works that I do, he will do also; and greater works than these he will do; because I go to the Father.

If we are to take from other sources, let us consider the Nag Hammadi Library and a couple notable passages 

The Gospel of Thomas is very telling, and straight forward, as it is believed these are the Esoteric teachings of Jesus to his Disciples / Initiates who sought to understand higher consciousness
http://gnosis.org/naghamm/gthlamb.html 

and also here, the discourse of the 8th and the 9th, very Hermetic in Nature, correspondence and polarity explained very well regarding reality
http://www.gnosis.org/naghamm/discourse-meyer.html 


Saturday, January 21, 2017

The paradox of consciousness, in the esoteric sense, is that the problem is really with human perspective. From a higher level of understanding there is no "right or wrong" in the world. Morality and Ethics are subjective to human definition and emotional state at the time of acting or reacting without them under the control of the will, while divine law , the law of compensation and exchange, cause and effect are unbreakable. There are lessons, on individual and collective levels that are to be learned or experienced in order to evolve from one level of awareness , the lower realms of consciousness concerning the self, and instinct to a higher awareness of consciousness, beyond the physical, embodying the spiritual nature .

All evil comes from within man himself. From the immersion of consciousness into the dense state of matter forgetting where it emerged from Divinity. The "Fall" as some call it. The Hermetic & Universal Law of Polarity describes this. For one to grasp the spiritual nature of things is to accept full personal responsibility for all thoughts and actions that we act on. We are responsible for our reactions, ruled by emotions or fear, that separate us further from source and from ourselves. The ancient axiom, Know Thyself, was taught throughout the mysteries concerning philosophy and higher consciousness. To know the secrets of the universe one must come to know themselves, fully, this is to know both Good and Evil within themselves. And to transmute those passions, lusts, temptations - the demons that seek control over the material & carnal nature of man. To understand and to act accordingly, in cooperation with divine law, is the way. The Right thing is known because it is the truth, the way and the light, born of agape, divine love. There is one way to do all things, when this is discovered, well the doors once locked are thrown open to he who knows the secret word. The senses expanded beyond what most can imagine within the boxes we humans try to stuff all thought. The Right thing is compassion, peace, truth, oneness. All else is created through separation from source / god, and that ignorance usurps its control over ego, imprisoning the soul within the mortal vessel.

Then there is that truth which sets one free. The holy of holies , knowable only by doing the work all who enter that path must do. The Great Work, to come to understand who and what we are, where we come from and how to unite the 2 as 1, here and now. The Alchemy of the soul, to turn the mirror inward, shed the illusions of self and ego, to seek the mysteries knowable through direct experience only, by the ever calling inward journey and unrelenting trials and tribulations to test ones true self, to become soul conscious and to rise to our destiny.

Let me ask a question, or rather make a final point regarding the state of things in this country / world, an observation that if you stick with it to the end, and apply intuition, well.... and I know so many might, will take offense but here it goes. I did not support Trump or Clinton because I see clearly through the Lies, corruption and hypocrisy of the illusion of the 2 party divide and conquer system. I did not even support Sanders, because that version was not right either. Big money and power bought both parties long ago, and its not a conspiracy, but a reality, of special interests in positions of power abusing both. Neither choice we are ever offered is truly a good person. The man who just left office? Obama, was not a good person either - He was responsible last year alone for dropping 26,000 bombs, but hey give that man a peace prize. The economy "got better" , unemployment "went down" yet we added $10 Trillion to the over all debt this country is in. The Bush war policies were continued , then watered down, but ultimately grew bigger under him. But we had "prosperity" a little more right? People gained more "rights" but the Government does not have the right to make personal freedoms a political issue, unless of course, you are not free..

 Now, with all that corruption in place, so many divided between the party line, drawn in chalk on the playground of the Republic that once was, now a "Democracy" run by 51% telling the rest to accept what is dished out every 4 to 8 years to keep the masses distracted enough to realize they are being played. Everyone is and has been being played for years. While out at Standing Rock in Dakota, we have human beings, peaceful and unarmed against a pipeline of oil, sure to leak as they all, being assaulted with "non lethal" weapons over preserving clean water. Use your brain and think. We have each sold part of our soul if we in the face of all the truth and knowledge available to us, at our fingertips, we have fallen for the make believe differences we use to separate us from ourselves, All the things that make us unique, are used to divide and create fear. Us vs Them, when in fact it is all inclusive, all or none, not just some...

The point is lost on those without the ability to apply critical thinking, personal responsibility and an understanding of consciousness that doesn't neatly fit into the box of personal beliefs sold to us since birth. The pillars of this society built on manipulation to suck the very power out of you like vampires waiting for the night, ready to pass around the collection plate, a list of rules, but for them its do as I say, not as I do.... Illusions sold by a system and by those with stock dividends to collect, a vested interest in the very things we see today, Being the normal chaos humanity has come to expect...the wars, the fear, the huge profits but bigger debts, hourly wages that seem to always stay the same, benefits that keep rising, but go back to sleep, go back to work...everything is under control....be sure to vote and pay your taxes now, all of this of course being the product of progress, business and in this 21st century digital dream that most are lulled so easily asleep..

I do not mean this as a jab in anyway, we were all programmed and brought up within the same system. Some of us see through the separation it causes and seek unity. Peace. Love. Truth. Oneness. I love this planet, this human experience, the possibilities of so many realities yet we stand on the brink of extinction events while most aimlessly walk around, not even looking where they are going, staring at a personal computer screen, vicariously watching the world, or being distracted and entertained by Music, and Movies glorifying the very decay and psychosis of the human spirit in 3D techno color...living life through a haze of reality TV.....

Or we have a choice. The ability to transcend the chaos and find the center. Those who know, well there are no words that will do here. We always have a choice, and that choice is always the ever present now, oneness, the opportunity for change, for peace, for light & love & truth to shine like the sun upon your face. 

Sunday, January 08, 2017

Let love be the driving force behind all you do. Do not let your Ego and illusions convince you to passively accept the world around you as the best we humans can do. We are capable of so much more, We each have power that if you understood even a fraction of it your life would be changed in an instant...deep down, everyone of us knows, buried under all the shit no one likes to talk about. We are each responsible, for everything we do in this world. It matters. It has a far reaching effect beyond what most "think"...